-= Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow =-

2009-04-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

I've got sthg to confess.

I've got a bad bad crush on somebody. (sorry baby) =(

Used to think i'll be able to remain damn zhaun yi and stuff. like die die also only love JH. Budden i realli dunno leh dat person's damn sweet and cute. Just the feel ba. ARGH. I feel bad cos baby's really nice lorz. =(

Yea. Here's a little vid of him in school. =/ Some "love" confession thingy he captured on cam =.=" And yea i'm referred to as "Umi" (dun laugh at the name pls)

Howww? What should i do man.*lost* But it should only be a passing crush ba. i hope....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UehSJlOQj2I

Baby i'm so so sorry. I've been a bad girl. i promise i'll love you and only you from now on.

Heh!!!!Kidding only huh love. i never bian xin huh. You're irreplaceable (")3(^.^)

Sheet what am i doin man i should be studying. ='( Baby i love you *hugs* bu yao sheng qi huh.

But still the little boy's so cute. Love his teeth =D reminds me of me. Hahaha! And the young innocence of love! W/o boundaries... be it race, religion, etc etc. Damn sweet luh i cant stop smiling esp when the boy gave the jaw-drop face after the girl said he was her boyfriend. =)))

2009-04-29T15:31:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just wished i knew what my future would be like. Just so that i'll know what i should do now, who will be my friends for life, where i should focus my attention and stuff instead of goin round and round and round b4 i reach wherever i'm destined to reach. Dun like living with uncertainties =(( what ifs, maybes, perhaps....

But still, as they always say, its the journey that counts (not the end). Cos.... i dunno.... perhaps life journeys will allow u to learn? to treasure what you are left with at the end? PERHAPS again.... =.="

Haiyo..... emo. I want a little peek at my future. But still.... better not lah....

-" Come what may"

2009-03-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

Yes! i'm more-than-half done with my essay =D (the topic's super difficult i spent 3 hours just to understand the question and come up with a vague structure. STRUCTURE ONLY HOR). Hai.

and it's... 4.23AM. =.=" could've been asleep now if only the Physics tutor didn't play punk and decide to shift our project dateline to tmr. That's like 3 days b4 the actual dateline =( So tmr i'll be embarking on another .... esssay again. Sian-ded (x100) K Lah cant really blame him. We received the message late. And at least i get to strike something off my to-do list. It'll feel good i guess. Then i can seriously give my undivided attention to my exam revision.

My eyes are uber tired, but surprisingly, my mind's more awake now. I think its all the adrenaline and stuff... like "the more busy u are the more energized u become" kinda theory u know. And yes i SEE THE LIGHT! Woohoo. Now that i've got the momentum, i dun feel that helpless alr. Yea everyone's been saying that this sem's a killer. The workload increase is SIGNIFICANT i tell u. =( But its good its good, i'll be fine.

I'm estimating that i'll finish my esssay latest by 5.30? mebe i can like catch jingpok for a little chat b4 he goes to wash up. A really really short one. But i think he'll scold me =( We'll see how it goes lah.

OKies! Back to "illness cognition and implications on emerging diseases" and whatever sheetified-rubbish lies ahead.

Night-Os

2009-03-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

哪里能找到永远温暖的拥抱

谁在牵挂着孤单远行疲倦的候鸟

哪里能找到受伤时候的依靠

有谁能让我烦恼的事都不再烦恼

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

为我张开的双手

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

只有家为我等候

有一种味道能让我想起年少

有一座城堡包容原谅所有的争吵

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

为我敞开的双手

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

只有家为我等候

这爱无法取代不求回报的关怀

原来爱一直都在原来家一直都在 oh yeah

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

为我张开的双手

爱不需要理由懂得珍惜就能够拥有

只有家为我等候
爱不需要理由 by 李玖哲

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/181824ht.htm

"Cos it withstands the test of time, surpasses all boundaries... regardless of all faults, flaws and shortcomings"
-Jo

All of a sudden i really really really miss Jasmine. So much i can barely describe it. Haven't had a good talk with her since 3 yrs back. Literally.

2009-03-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

I'm.... not impressed. Not even a little.

2009-03-06T15:45:00.000+08:00

Flyin off EARLY tmr morning! Bye ppl. Bye dear! Miss me =)

All my junk: lotsa room to shop for stuff. Muahaha

And i'm bringin think little shiny fella along too! =D It's been a long time since i've carried it with me... Love u darling. Take care while i'm away. I'll be back soon to cook porridge for u. =)

2009-03-04T15:04:00.000+08:00

Our mind works in a funny way. Have you ever had the experience of having something at the back of your mind stirred up all of a sudden?... and then you start to think back and reflect on your life and all the things you've done? Yea i just went thru this little emo phase. For no particular reason at all. It just happened like that. -.-" Feeling sort of angsty and raw now. And my heart feels so heavy its like gonna drop anytime soon.

I was just thinking of my achievements so far/ anything i can be proud of. And i felt a little useless. Not because i'm a failure or whatsoever, but because I know that i'm capable of so much more. i've seen that side of me before, a long long time ago. But now, i'm not utilising myself properly. I procrastinate too much, i'm indecisive, sometimes i take things too lightly and i don't voice my opinions much (unless its with ppl i know moderately well), i'm blur to a fault.... and the list goes on.

I know u ppl (am i right jas? LOL.)always say it's great that i'm always happy-go-lucky, always smiling, never worrying blah blah blah.... but sometimes i really wonder if its a good thing. Sometimes you need to fret over stuff in order to take them seriously and to do well. Not always trying to look on the bright side and laugh it off, thinking that it isn't that bad after all. I should strive for perfection in the things that i do (or at least try to).

Emo.... =(

Hmmm. but on second thought, being optimistic and happy isn't that bad. You get to enjoy your life more. *shrugs*

Oh wells i just gotta sleep it off i guess, And knowing me, I think i'll wake up a happy girl again tmr. Dunno if i should be glad about it. Sigh. God, pls motivate me. Thank you.

I promised dear dear to sleep early budden this stupid emo thing suddenly occurred and i couldn't sleep. Just had to let off some steam. Hehe. But now only 11 huh baby. dun kill me. i'm going to zzz for real now =)

2009-03-01T11:00:00.000+08:00

Tze Wei has an awesome boyfriend. And she loves him to bits <3

2009-02-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

It's.... 2.15AM? And i just finished my forum discussion thingy for health psyc =) *gives myself a hearty pat on the back* I'm still so awake =( Really gotta do sthg about my screwed-up body clock soon.

Oh ya! i got distracted 1/2 way thru the discussion by this blog (belonging to a couple from NUS science i think =P) steph told me to visit. Think its supposedly quite popular. And yea it was pretty insightful, realistic and cute too in some sense. They had this level of maturity which is damn admirable. Sighhhh... I feel like a kid. Heh! (and i know at least 7 ppl who are gonna say that i look like one too =P)

New Media is boringggg (ok. Maybe just half of it). And when you're studying something hopelessly technical which includes stuff like how the first computer/internet/e-mail was created... your mind tends to wander after awhile. I kept having to take breaks after every chapter cos it was so dry. Thought about a lot of stuff. Hehe.... Daydreaming.

Was thinking if i should agree to adopt my friend's rabbits. I haven't had a pet in so long after my hamsters. Really really tempted. After all rabbits are cute and furry (i love furry animals. Hehe), plus they're free (*sticks out tongue*) and i'd be helping my friend cos she can fang xin and go to Aust. But then i suddenly thought of the visit to pet safari and those PUPPIES. AHHHH. I've always loved pets but i've never thought of myself as a "rabbit" kind of person. Its like when i think of animals, the first thing that comes to my mind is automatically... dog. -.-" Dunno but perhaps its this childhood "fantasy" that i've had for super long time. its like i can imagine myself feeding/bathing/playing with the dog.... and yes! WALKING it. I can't possibly walk a rabbit. I mean, put a leash on it and bring it to the park, play fetch or sthg. And my friend was saying that rabbits don't like to be cuddled by nature (unless u have food on you). How can!!!! I thrive on affection. If the rabbit loves me only for my food den i'll be so... =.=" Rabbits don't really show affection when they see you. They don't pounce on you/lick your entire face with tail wagging when you return home. Sniff.... i wished they do. Or perhaps i might have some misconception about rabbits? Hmmmm. I shall go give more thought to the adoption thingy. But still.... one day, I'm gonna get myself a puppy. No.... two! To keep each other company when i'm not at home. Muahaha... ok lah thinking a little far now. Can't help it lohs ppl lusting after puppies for very long alr. my parents promised me a puppy if i got into EM1 in pri 4. Until now still haven't even see the fur yet. Humph! Bluff me. But still, it requires time, commitment, space and money so i shall continue lusting after em for now. =D

Oh ya then i ventured off to somewhere like.... 10 years down the road? Hehe. Cos a lot of people kept saying that they can't imagine what they will be like many years later. I was trying to visualise in my mind what my life would be like. What will i look like? Who will I meet? What will my occupation be? Who will i love and how much does he love me in return? Where will i stay? Who's my best friend? Will i be rich/poor/somewhere in the middle? Will i be happy-go-lucky? Or will i have lotsa worries? Yea... too many questions and images swimming around in my mind and it got a little intimidating so after a while i decided to scrape it and think abt more happy stuff. =P Hehe.

Yupp! my xiaodabian is coming out tmr! =)) Den we can go eat....i hope. Later he say wanna jian fei again *sigh* Tsk tsk. I dunno why they all end up so conscious.

And yea, just to end off with a random thought brought forward from social work group discussion last week:

-"Beauty is but only skin deep"
We've probably heard this a zillion times. But in today's society, does it truely exist?

I know i shouldn't generalise but i guess i agree with the statement that girls generally go for sercurity whilst guys ( at least a good portion of them ) scrutinize the face/body FIRST. (This came from a guy hor!) Its like we always hear our guy friends say stuff like " ay! that girl chio hor" or "Wah hot lei".---> esp. frequent when a big group of guys come together. K lah, i must still give credit to the precious handful of guys who are not like that thou. =)

[Heh! I think our group is feminist.]

As they say, "first impression counts". When we judge a person based solely on first impression, we ourselves are already superficial. Food for thought.

2009-02-22T03:04:00.000+08:00

Had a mentally exhausting night for B2B. All our rovers activities are bound to have hiccups (as they put it..."mei you chuo zhe jiu bu shi rovers le")but yesterday's was a big OMG! Everything just all happened at once and everyone was like.... "bu hui zhe me qiao ba". And the groupings had some last minute changes for some reason blah blah blah. But fortunately, after some chaos and a lot of running around, we still managed to get started (though we were way way way off time).

WJ and i were super worried so we decided to flag the participants asap which means only KM and i were left with 16 comm bags, some of the participant's barang, all the logistics(banners + loudhailer etc), 8 bikes and all the last min discrepancies to settle. Eventually we managed to shift everything onto the van but the bikes were a big problem. Due to some last minute problems, we were left with more bikes than we could handle cos the van could only carry a limited number. managed to squeeze 4 into the back of the van. Den we had to think of how to secure the rest at kitrunners. After a lot of calling around to qiu jiu and stuff Witono decided to fly back frm Geylang to lend us his bikechain and help us secure the bikes. I can only say that all of us were sweaty and breathless after squeezing 4 bikes into a not very long chain. Physically taxing sia. After Witono left we had to settle a mountain of paperwork and Km was like complaining about some grouping stuff he was pissed with and i sort of agreed with him. k lah i wasn't pisssed, just a little frustrated. Haha. But oh wells there was nothing we could do about it alr anyways.

Finally we could get on the van and enjoy the aircon, and we were like saying that being on the van was definitely as tiring (or worse than)as cycling the whole night. We had to go around changing bikes, lending slippers to ppl, fixing bikes and bike lights, entertaining people and liasing with the facilitators. And we were quite emo-ed cos we each had our own personal stuff to settle and etc. And so much for counselling him when i myself had some issued i was caught up with.Haha. Ironic. had quite some time while waiting for groups to arrive so we had a long long talk/debate.

Den finally after a night which stretched us to our limits it was finally over. Yupp. We were all super emotional when participants came over to thank us and shake hands etc. Felt so appreciated all of a sudden. Then there were pats on the back and hugs from the seniors which left us teary-eyed. Den some of the 29th who voiced that "KM WJ and TW all xing ku le, we know u all very stressed cos of the last min stuff but u did well. and we were impressed". Haha. That was the last straw man. It was like everything overwhelmed us and some of us went to ine side to sniffle for a while. Lol. Much to the amusement of shiyao. All in all i must really express my gratitude to all the 29th, the seniors (shiyao and laiyee), Witono (for trying to de-stress us with his disgusting laugh) and the participants for being so understanding and peng chang; for giving up seats to us when we arrived, for making space for us, for letting us kop their food, for sharing leng xiao hua, for talking to us etc etc etc

And finally i think i should thank leongjinghao. sorry love for neglecting u for so long.

2009-01-23T10:48:00.000+08:00

I'm bored-ded. =( Lecture ended at 4. And i have a 3 hour break till the health Psyc seminar thingy =.="

Had nothing to do until Wenjun decided to call me for a last minute meeting b4 they go for their bike recce tmr. I wanna learn to cycle =( Met up at YIH and saw Pink who was about to poster-flood engine. She's super funny. LOL. I totally forgot about flooding so WJ and i went to flood Arts with barely 10 staple bullets for 15 posters. Crap. So we koped thumbtacks from some other CCA's posters. Nyahaha. At times like these, having a big school is really sucky. Walked around the whole arts fac in search of free notice boards and ended up sweating like crazy again. Somewhere in between, went to do my social work manual registration. Finally one task completed and off my mind. =)

Finally went back to the deck's air con part for the meeting. Decided on the routes and food places etc. I think the air-con part of the deck is the best place to nua during long breaks. Shall go there next tym =) Love their sofas. Plus you've got the powerpoints everywhere for your lappies unlike central Lib where all the studious ppl have alr choped the powerpoints since er.... 8 in the morning i guess?

Meeting ended early and now i'm nuaing and enjoying the air-con while i wait for Rena. Bet we'll lose our way while searching for the seminar room. I keep getting lost i dunno why =.="

2009-01-20T01:58:00.000+08:00

For the first time in my life i'm early for my lecture by an amazing record of 30 mins!!!! =) feels good huh. =) And now i'm typing away in the LT cos there are only.... 6 ppl? -.-" in a 300 seater LT. LOL

As usual i took the ulu route to the LT which sort of passes through some sort of a mini-park? It was super serene (cos it's so freaking early) and suddenly a strong gust of wind rustled the trees and tiny brown leaves started floating towards the ground; somewhat like snow. Really pretty. Add that to the song "take me to your heart" by MLTR playing on my ipod and everything just clicked into place. One word to describe: PERFECT.

Just occurred to me how something as simple as this can brighten up your mood for the entire day.

While we busy ourselves in search of things worth doing or mind-stimulating, sometimes we should really stop in our tracks and admire the beautiful things displayed around us. Forget extravagance and thrills; cos like a drug, it makes us want more.

=) Xin xue lai chao. Haha.... lecture's starting soon! Nyahaha.

I miss my darbs.

2008-12-05T04:34:00.000+08:00

Burned my whole Wed (not that i minded), burned my fingers (i didn't mind either).

But it all came down to nothing. Sheets man. =(

So much for the effort.

Sighs. Saddening.

Anyways, will be away frm 4-6th. Miss me.

2008-12-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

=(

Why do you affect me so?

2008-09-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

Baby dearest is back.

Imma happy gurl =))

Ladidah.

2008-09-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

Car Recce for Cyclohunt!

Only 9 of us could make it so we were split into 2 groups to explore the North route and East route. Our group took the East route, which turned out to be super sleazy. Lol.

Supper @ECP Macs @ 9.30 PM. (It was an overnight recce)
- Baby's Standard Chartered shirt =P

Posers.

Then we set off. WHEE! Our first stop was Changi Village and we saw a tranny up-close. Super ultra SEXY lah!!!! But when she (or he) turned around, the face was like.... cough.

Went around looking for possible checkpoints and games. Den headed to downtown east...Then Changi airport T3 where we decided to have supper number 2. -.-" Rovers is all about eating. Lol. Went to popeye's. Nice.

And KM says:"Wenjun why u shit!!?" (These were the exact words -.-")
He ate the 'B'!
Den we went to some other places like Tampines Ikea, VJC, Anglican High... Plus indoor/outdoor Stadium (hoping to catch sight of some sleazy activities) Heh! Then went to the S'pore flier and played with some abandoned trishaw. Finally headed to Suntec and drove around the fountain of wealth dunno how many times to count the number of benches(for our cyclohunt game) until we felt like puking. Finally went to Geylang *cough* for tao huay before we finally went home at 6 am. omg! Shag.

Oh! Halfway thru we got lost somewhere around Paya Lebar Air base. And the road was super narrow and totally deserted with forests at both sides. We drove for around 15 mins aimlessly before we finally saw another car. Coincidentally, we were talking about spooky stuff when we got lost so we started to freak out and even mistook a rubbish bin for a ghost. -.-"

Oh and did i mention that rovers is all about eating and eating and eating? Haha. It's tradition to have supper after our meetings. So after our 2nd meeting, some of us went down to Bukit Timah for Indian food!!! We ordered almost everything on the menu and had a big big feast! Muahaha!

Another one of my unglam shots . They have one whole album of photos dedicated to my unglam pictures. Argh.

28th president and 29th president.

This (i can't remember the name) tasted damn good. Adeline can't resist the temptation.

some 29th girls. =)

Ok i shall go back to writing my History essay now. Sian. FASS is definitely not slack can.

2008-09-14T08:05:00.000+08:00

Jear jear has been gone for more than 2 weeks alr. The first time we've been apart for so long. And i miss him so much =( Oh Shucks. And i miss his body/armpit heat. Hehe.

NUS library is like a freezer.

Rovers has been takin up most of my time the past few weeks. (Wait. Lemme digress a bit.) Everyone! Pls join CYCLOHUNT'08. =) Tired to the core, but thankfully the 29th comm is like family alr. Unglam-ness, crappiness, siao-ness, high-ness, sing until zao sia....we've seen it all. Muahaha.

BUT... more work to come... Sigh. We can do it darlings! WA-KA-Li-AH!!!

And to my big authentic (other ppl mao pai wan ok?) squishy darling in Taiwan... Jiayou baby! One more week den we can go have a sinful meal. Grins. Fatten u up. =D

2008-09-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

I think i've lost the motivation to blog. Lol. But after 2 hours of cramming "S'pore's militory history" facts (most of which i still don't understand) into my puny brain, I decided to switch to therapeutic blogging before i pull all my hair out. Heh...

Anyways, sometime back in Aug, some of us went for a Comm selection trek in Kota Tinggi (Malaysia) with our seniors. Too many pictures to upload everything, but those below are the.... eh..."essence" of the trek.

Met super early @Kranji MRT to take 170 across the causeway but still got caught in a horrible jam. Oh and dear bought me breakfast =)) Hehe.

Finally, we reached Malaysia. Headed to City Square for Macs breakfast (eat again).
After that we boarded some old bus to Kota Tinggi. It's a small town in Malaysia if i'm not wrong.
Cam-whore adddicts. =)
Finally we reached the foot of the mountain. Took a short rest while we applied slabs of insect repellent.
But before reaching the actual starting point, we had to cross this tiny river. Surprisingly, the water is super clear and cooling. Oh and note the log at the background. I thought i was short enough ok... In the end i walked smack into the log with a loud bang. Omg.... everyone got stunned den burst out laughing. -.-". Haha... Concussed for a few seconds. but luckily i've got a super thick skull.

Finally, the REAL trek started.

During our trek briefing, the seniors told us that this trek would be a SIMPLE one. 2 stars, at most. and we had no reason not to believe them. Until....

Looks easy enough? A bit of elevated ground only what. But let me show u the "elevated ground" from another view.

It was at a 90 degrees angle ok!!! We had nothing to hold onto except for roots and trunks protruding from the ground. U had to claw your way up and dig your fingers into the mud to hoist yourself up. Some aresa had no footholds at all and that meant thet we had to stretch our legs to the limits at awkward positions.

More climbing.

Balancing on the fallen log cos that part of the river was too deep for us to cross on foot.Pretty freeky cos the log was rotting and a little unstable. Plus, our bags weighed us down.

More vertical climbing. =(

Some areas had no footholds at all and that meant we had only our hands to support our entire weight. it felt like doing pull-ups, just that your life was in your hands, literally. Despite the feeling that our arms were ripped off their sockets, we were amazed by the beautiful scenery around us... And the waters were marvellous as compared to Singapore's dirty longkang water.

After a lot of struggling, we finally reached our first rest-point. Had our lunch there and played with water for a while. It was a waste that we couldn't play at the waterfall cos we were behind schedule. But still, we had lots of fun.

Halfway thru lunch, it started to rain, so we ate our protein bars mixed with rainwater. Too hungry to complain anyway. The rain turned into a downpour though, and some of us decided to wear our caps cos we didn't fancy wiping rainwater from our eyes with our muddy hands. Caps proved to be a lof of help, even though i kept banging my head on low branches cos i couldn't see above me.

Then we proceeded to the more challenging part: Climbing along the sides of the main biggest waterfall. The rocks at the side were covered with moss so they were super slippery and harzadous. Moreover, it was raining. We had to cling onto rocks beside us to keep us from falling. And those rocks had moss too -.-"

We had to scramble over the log. My legs couldn't touch the ground when i was on it luh!

See the miniature people at the top? Yea, that was how high up we had to climb. That was only 1/4 of the actual height. We had a lot further to go.

Finally, after much effort and psychological trauma (lol), we reached the top, where the waterfall reached a plateau. The rain had become a drizzle by then so we decided to play a little and cam-whore (as usual).

Me:xiao bu dian (i hate that name, idiot ah seng) and Wanwei:da jie jie. We were expressing our cough...love. And some jealous ppl kept splashing water at us.

1-6. Vulgar John. Tsk tsk.

We trekked a little further up to base camp. No more slippery rocks. Phew.
Our came was on top of that "hill". Climbing up was super tiring cos it was made of soft sand, which meant that every step we took, we would sink at least 10 cm into the ground. Failed jumpshot attempt.

We pitched our tents in the rain so it turned out a little sloppy, hehe. But commendable effort ok!

Then we settled into our tent to cook. The seniors had a tent to themselves while the rest of us were split evenly into 2 groups. My group consisted of "kah mor", Alan, Pingasari, Grace and Kian Yew.

Our pasta was super delicious. We had Kueh Lapis too. Muahaha. Sinful.

Then the guys decided they were still hungry so we cooked Maggimee.

The seniors tent. They were super zai can. they even brought a frying pan and seaweed chicken. Then they made hamburgers cos they brought beef petti too. -.-"

Our group wanted to stay up all night initially to chat and BBQ marshmallows. But after one day of exertion, we were all exhausted. Decided to lie down and sing songs but ended up falling asleep. But most of us couldn't sleep well cos Ah Seng (ex president) was snoring super loudly frm the other tent. Oh and it was FREEZING from 3 am onwards! We were all shivering uncontrollably the next morning even with our jackets on.

Went to wash the utensils we used the night before @ some pond nearby. There were a lot of tadpoles there. Dunno whether they will die after we wash or not.

Then... BREAKFAST!!! Really sumptious. We had egg with sausage, bread with kaya and tuna and peanut butter, milo with marshmellows.

Kar Mor is our official cook! Like housewife liddat. -.-"

And once again, the seniors show their zai-ness by using portable stools! -.-". Oh Man. We decided that when we step up, we would surpass them by bringing a stove. Muahaha.

Time to unpitch tents.

Dunno why but our jumpshots always fail.
The seniors do it better, even with their hiking bags on.

Time to go. Alan was super emo.

Climbing down was faster, but more freaky due to gravitational pull.

Stoopit face.

Reached heaven! Haha.. Our first rest-point on the first day. Decided to stay longer to play.

Clara (senior), me and Pingasari.

Then we decided to venture into the waterfall. The water was super fast and strong. Sanding under it was like having a head massage. Pain.

Then we had to move off cos we had to catch a bus. Decided to use another alternate route, which ended up being harzadous. Slippery rocks yet again.

there were some parts where we had to wade in waist-deep water. But it was really fun except for times when u slipped on rocks at the riverbed.

Vertical. Some parts were too treacherous so we had to hold onto ropes to support our body weight while we slid down the high rocks to the ground below.

Jonathan, Ping, Clara and me =)

Me trying to climb to the bottom and hanging o for my dear life.

This was the stewpit rock where i slipped and fell into the water.

Difficult parts are over! And everyone heaves a sigh of relief.

Lup Wai, Me, Ping and WW

Frog happily sitting on a leaf and i almost walked into it. Smack in the face(almost).

FINALLY IT'S OVER! We decided to reward ourselves with Marybrown! Tasted better than KFC. Or was it because i was just too happy to be alive? Haha. Oh! and i had a leech bite near the end of the trek. Ah seng flicked it away but my leg was bleeding all the way until i reached Mary Brown. Gross.
Then we happily took a bus back to City Square. Surprisingly, we were super energetic and high. We took up almost the whole bus. Started singing songs. English, Chinese, Kiddy, funny disgusting songs. Haha. Much to the disgust of the few Malaysians scattered around the bus. Super noisy and rowdy.

Yups... All of us went home tired but happy. It was a really good experience and marvellous bonding session. Great bunch of people, all crappy and lame. =))

But i was happiest, cos i could go back and see Leong Jing Pok. I missed him so much lah!He was like my motivation to carry on when the climbing became excruciatingly tiring and scary. Muacks. Love u baby.

2008-07-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

I Know I Know... I'm Old. ='( Sniffs. I don't even feel or act like a 19-year-old. To make it worse, ppl keep insisting that i'm 15. Blood donations... movies... etc... anything with an age limit affects me. Haiz... Baby face. Dunno if i should laugh or cry. Lol... Too bad luh, growing old is inevitably part and parcel of life. I can only hope that dear ages at a faster rate den me. Muahaha. =P Luckily he's in camp now so i have all the way till the weekends before he sees this and tries to "sha ren mie kou". Hehe. Kidding only huh dear.

Anyways, had an early birthday celebration with Leongjingpok cos he's in camp on the actual day. Best birthday i've had in i dunno how many years. Thx baby for all the effort and stuff, esp. since you're in army and probably very tired and emo. Really appreciate every single detail from the beautiful candles to the birthday song by the sweetest guy anyone could hope for. Not forgetting the most adorable bear in your baby clothes. Hehe. Thank u so much my love. =)

- Nthin's gonna change mah lurve 4 u.

And to the others who remembered.... Thank u sososo much. Ppl frm S15, Ventures, Cell grp, Iting, Bridget, Xiaozharbor, Weibin(idiot), Jason, Bonkie (i really miss u so much. See u in skool k), Pri 1 girl, Ahgong(faster go marry ahmah), johnwanchengqi( thoopid cuzzin), Jenny&jocelyn(iwannavisityouincanada!!!)... Uncle Nick, Kenneth and of course...dear! =)) Sorry if i left anybody out yea.

2008-04-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

Geddit over and done with.

2008-03-13T14:56:00.000+08:00

What keeps a relationship going:

1) Piggish-ness

2) Retarded-ness

3) Smelly armpits

okay.... He's so gonna kill me when he sees this. =P

But who cares, i just had to put it up. Cute lor.

And not to forget, ultimate sweetness.

Loves. =)

Been retail therapy-ing quite a lot with JY recently. Wahaha. But it sure feels good.

And yup.... today was dear's POP. FINALLY! And i gotta say... He looked awesome despite the downpour. *grins like an idiot* And i'm not biased ok. Lol...

I desperately needta get under the sun.

2008-02-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close at heart.

-Kay Knudsen

2008-01-28T15:36:00.000+08:00

Finally, my com's workin properly =)

Yepp, dear came back from camp. And just as quickly, he's back there again. Sniff. Missed him so much i swore i could have hugged him to pieces on fri night. Oh and he looks super cute with glasses and his hair gone. =P Haiz. It's just too bad that the 2 days passed so quickly. Oh well... hope fri comes soon. Shall stop here b4 i get emo again. =(

And i love him tremendously. With or without hair.

2008-01-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

Well well, after much deliberation... i've finally decided to quit my job. Whee! thurs's the last day. I feel so good man. LIBERATION! lol.

I still remember the first day @ work when Rina, our very intimidating supervisor briefed us, gave us impromtu tests(which we failed terribly), then sent us to our various sections. I got attached to printer 1 at the outpatient pharmacy(op). After that day... i knew i was in for hell. We had to stand for hours in our heels sorting and packing medicine since there weren't any chairs. Fortunately for me, from the 2nd day on, i got transferred to Room A pharmacy. Haha. It was much more comfy since there were times when we could sit in cushioned chairs, chit-chat, munch on snacks, read newspapers etc. shiok. And now... for the last 3 days, i got transferred back to OP. It was tiring and more strict(with Rina breathing down our necks--->no food/drinks/handphones allowed), but still... in some way, i also found that i enjoyed the close bond and crappiness shared among the ppl attached to each of the 5 printers. Though i'm really glad i quit (finally can get enough sleep)... i sorta quite she bu de all the lovely friends i made there.

Thank you everyone for making all the tired-ness bearable and worthwhile:

Pre & Nani: Room A pharmacy techs who know the specific locations of every single drug in that place. 2 of the most funkay indian & malay ppl i know. Thx for teachin us young ones the art of slacking =P

Uncle James: Rm A's Ultra humorous "ah-pek" pharmacist who can crap about everything under the sun from airport taxes to bananas. =.=" Thx for so patiently teaching me how to use the high-tech photocopying machine 3 times. Hehe. pai sei ar.

Douglas: a.k.a duck-les/yazi/crab/ass. Haha. My favourite 1st month Rm A buddy and younger-but-still-more-mature-than-me bro with the exact same birthday (just 1 yr younger). You taught me everything i needed to know from transferring medicine to shortcuts leading to IP, EP and store. What would i have done w/o your crappiness and guidance man? Thx for always lookin out for me.... even though now u keep koping zip-locks and rubberbands from our printer. bish. Good luck for your Olevel results.

Grace: Rm A's pharmacy tech who never fails to curse whenever we had to much to pack =P

Weibin: 2nd month Rm A buddy. Never fails to bully me and keeps threatening to turn my head 360 degrees due to my very amusing facial expressions. tsk tsk.... Haha. But still... very farni and crappy. Thank god for your presence. Stop using cheem army terms to confuse me. i konw i'm very blur. Haha. See ya in Uni!

Jeremy: OP's know-all. Supposedly 22 but looks like 16. You could give him a drug's name, and he can tell you it's appearance and bin code. -.-" crazy. Thx for always helping us look for the medicines. We'd die w/o him.

Qing yuan: Vainest guy award. Tries very hard to flirt with everyone including uncle james and rina. MUAHAHA. lol

Joanna: Very first person i got to know. Both of us endured Rina's scary tests together. Lol... I'll miss u man, and stop gawking at male pharmacists! =P

Kaiqi: My beloved other half! Haha. I remember i got attached to printer 1 with u on the first day. Woman... you're super zai can. The only one who dares to negotiate with Rina. And now..... I'm back at printer 5 with u again (unfortunately for me)! Haha. No lah... Workin with u is awesome... i think we spent most of the time laughing & laughing & laughing, suaning each other.... and hiding our scissors and rubberbands from douglas. I know you'll miss me. XD schmuacks.

Anwar: "gentle giant" *cough* engaged in a scandalous affair with weibin. -.-" dun deny lah.Haha.

KC: a.k.a KFC. Think your actual name's kok cheng? lol. It's not that bad. Dunno why u dun let us use it. Rina's in love with him. He could paste a label upsidedown and she'll still praise him -.-"

Elijah: Our favourite indian boy. =) Father's a priest i think? cool sia. Always so cheerful. So helpful. Thanks for always offering to help carry heavy boxes. God bless!

Kaihui: Kaiqi's cousin. Always try to scare me from behind hor? =P thoopid woman. Now i can recognize your footsteps alr. haha.

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I'll miss them so so much.

Anyways.... 25th jan is coming soon... can't wait to finally see dear's botak head after 2 long long weeks =) Miss him to bits.

2008-01-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

Dear's been gone for 4 days now and i'm occasionally lapsing into bouts of emo-ness. Lol... Not that i sulk around the whole day lookin miserable or sthg. I'm still as crazy as ever, now and then gettin myself into a bit of *cough* fun(trouble), so much so that my colleagues keep threatening to turn my head 360 degrees. -.-" Sadistic. Yea... It's just that empty feeling, mebe cos we've been spending lotsa time tgt recently. Takes time to adjust i guess. Man, I miss him so much. Can't wait for the 2 weeks to be over.

And to make matters worse, i'm down with super bad cough. Been coughing literally non-stop the entire day i feel as though my lungs would burst anytime soon. And whenever i tried to talk, i had to hold my breath so i wouldn't cough in the other person's face. SHUCKS. Add that to walkin about the pharmacy everyday w/o much rest for 7 hrs in HEELS.... I think i'm 1/2 dead. Sigh. No wonder they told us: "once u step in here, u won't wanna come back again". How true. The only thing that's holding me back from quitting that battlefield (it really resembles one) are my "comrades" or brudders/sisters-in arms. They make everything more bearable, but nevertheless , still torturing. =( Haiz. Lets see how long i can hold out. Mebe i should quit soon and get a more flexible job. Can use the rest of the time doing some volunteer work. Alr did some research and i think giving free tution to low-income pri skool kids sounds good. At least i'm pretty sure i still can count accurately. =P I wanna get away frm TTSH!!!

Shall take mc tmr AT ALL COSTS. So tired =(

2007-12-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

Class outing @ east coast today. Went roller blading as usual... Wah...

Got scratched up pretty bad. Haha... cos i fell dunno how many times at some really steep slope. -.-" ouch.

There's this big swell at the back of my tigh. On top of this swell, is a big big orh cheh.... and on top of the orh cheh, are numerous deep cuts and abrasions. 3-in-1 lei... haha. power. Blame it on flimsy FBT shorts. lol... Rach and Eunice kept laughing whenever i tried to sit down after our blading cos i took at least 1/2 a min each time. Dunno how i managed to bathe when i reached home either.

But still, it was one fun outing =)

Last yakult gone. Yay yay yay!!!=))

2007-12-15T15:58:00.000+08:00

Went out with JY for the whole of today... after much deliberation, we decided to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks(cos it was our only option since the other available movies are R21. The person at the counter would probably die laughing if we claimed to be that age) While we were waiting for the doors to open, we were already skeptical and regretting our choice cos we found ourselves surrounded by a whole truckload of children.

"Wah... so many children ar... Must be very childish lah. Die."

But man... we were SO wrong.

The chipmunks are sooooooo adorable... OMG lah. I WAN!!!! Super funny, super cute, super sweet.... I dunno how else to better describe the movie but yea. Definitely worth watching. Have u ever seen something so cute that it could bring you to tears? Well, one of the scenes had that exact effect. (my very own personal experience). MUST GO WATCH HOR!!!

After that, we window-shopped for JY's blazer till our legs were near breaking point. And i still can't get the chipmunks' voices out of my head shucks.

I'm in love with Theodore. He's so cute lah!!! OMGOMGOMG!

Show u all.

HOW NOT TO LOVE ??? U tell me.

But of course, he comes after Gill-Bird. =P

One final picture! I really am going crazy over them.

I love chipmunks.

2007-12-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

Wah... for the past 2 days, my room has been invaded by some enormous bee-like thingy. Think it's due to a combination of the wet weather, plus the light in my room. Haiz... To make it worse, my dad's overseas. =( No one to save me. Sniff... But yea, fortunately for me, my equally petrified mother chased it out wif a broom. My hero... =P

Goin swimming in a few hours!!! YAY! Must pray fer good sunny weather perfect for a tan.... I'm turning as white as a cabbage. =(

2007-12-13T04:50:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 days since dear went to HK, and man... i'm already missing him like hell. =(

You know, it's wierd how u can feel so strongly for someone after getting together for barely 7 weeks. Hmmm. Or mebe its because we've known each other for much longer.

I remember him as the really shy and quiet SAS boy always sticking to chun kiat during orientiation.(but now... not say very the quiet and shy lah hor... *grins*) Then by a stroke of luck, we got into the same PAE class, and that's when he told us about his resolution to be less anti-social *cough* and became very enthu for class outings. We even constructed a family tree with him takin the role of my uncle.lol. Then we all got separated into different classes. Sniff...

But yea, who knows, after 2 years... Lol... I've gotta say that God works in wondrous ways. =)

For the past 7 weeks, he's showered upon me tons of affection and love, more than i could ever imagine. I was once skeptical about putting my whole heart into another relationship, to make myself vulnerable again. But now, i'd say, its definitely worth it.

I wouldn't want to change anything about him. Cos although he may think otherwise, in my eyes... He's perfect.

Darling, no one can compare to you *hugs*
Enjoy yourself =)

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2 yakults gone.
If the no. of bottles left is gonna determine the no. days you'll be away,
I'll gladly polish off all 5 bottles at one go, even if it means spending a week in the toilet. XD

(I know, it's a lousy analogy, but you get my point luh)

Hehe.

2007-11-28T03:26:00.000+08:00

The picture says it all.

Happy one month darling =)

Went out tgt yesterday to er... celebrate? Or should i say... commemorate? Dunno which word to use. Lol. Anyways, really enjoyed mahself & thx dear for the movie plus dinner treat =)

Sweetness.

Oh and i 4got to add this:

Thankyou dear for everything you've done for me...
1) Always making sure i reach home in one piece
2) Morning calls during the A levels (although there was only one successful attempt) =P
3) egg-cheese-bread, sushi
4) the many many flowers
5) Muggin with me @ starbucks/library
6) Brightening up my days with your presence. <3>

And the list goes on.

LOVES.

2007-11-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

Bio bio bio. It's killing me bit by bit... Haiz... Nvrmind... it'll be over soon. =)) I swear coffeebean was around 12 degrees celcius today cos of the rain(more like typhoon cos the trees outside were bent at a....45 degrees angle?). My fingers were frozen stiff. =( Met thamtham coincidentally and took a 10 min break from mugging. Havent had a crapping session for.... a year? ahaha. Anyways, had some really deep and thought-provoking convo tgt and yea... i think i've matured. By 2 % =P

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Anyways, (not so) random thought:

In a friendship, there's always a giver, and a taker.
But there's a limit to just how much a person can give.
So if a friend is willing to do so, pls be grateful and give the person the respect he/she deserves.

end of random thought.
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Cheer up tham, i've been there too. i know what u're goin thru and i feel for u. jiayou huh.

And i miss you rhini =P hehe.

2007-11-09T04:11:00.000+08:00

Bridget's in one of her bian tai moods again. Lol. Yesterday @ library with both the jinghaos iting and bridge was.......er... well, there was some useful knowledge here and there, i guess.. -.-" *cough*

Can't wait for exams to end, then we can really wreck havoc!!! K box, shopping, movie marathons, dimsums, church, sleepovers, roller blading wif "lameshites" =) , suntan, kayaking, trip to Thailand with class, trip to Macau with bridget and yi, trip with john & mums (hopefully) etc etc... Shall not name more or my mugging mood will be spoilt. Oh Ya!!! And more time with dear b4 he goes for holiday @ Tekong in Jan. Sniff. Haha.

Loves.

2007-11-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

I'm dying =(

Should've taken physics last tym. =(

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ =(

nvrmind, there ain't anithin i can do bout it anyway.=(

Everyone seems to be emo-ing... =(

Cheer up MJ =)

2007-11-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

Tze Wei --

[noun]:

An immortal

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Sigh... How true =P

2007-11-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

One paper down, i dunno how many more to go. Dun even wanna think about it. Haha

Just 22 more days, hang in there tze wei.

~ Thank God for blessing me with the sweetest guy on earth =)

2007-10-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

You rock my life.

Yes you do. =)

Je Vous Manquez.

Sheesh... I'm addicted to using this phrase. Who's fault? Haha.

2007-10-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

26th October.

Impt impt day! Haha...

I dunno how i should put it cos it's contradicting.

"I got sweetly shocked"

"I got shocked sweetly"

Ah HAHHHH.

"I got a sweet shock!!!"

That sounds more normal. At least i think so. =P

<3

2007-10-24T13:31:00.000+08:00

Studying for the stoopit exams have somewhat impaired my ability of speech. Take for example:

Today, after 3 hours of quality time with my oh-so-beloved chem TYS.........

We decided to go for our long-awaited dinner and randomly chanced upon the topic about insects, each giving our own account of horrible experiences.

Me: Ya ya.... during some camp, i had to climb a tree with a nan ass .

Bridget & Iting: *got stumped and shot me confused looks*

After 10 secs...

Me: *burst into peals of laughter and managed to squeeze out the words:* Sorry sorry. I meant ant nest.

Bridget & Iting: -.-"

Ok. Full stop. End of story. =P

Sheets... with the exams looming ahead, all of a sudden, i feel super unprepared. scared. oh no.

2007-10-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

Sian. Still think school lib is the most condusive. Dunno whether it's open on sat. Anybody knows?

Just read Gina's blog cos she uploaded some of our farewell (me+ah mah+rach) cam-whoring photos. 0.o
I'm so gonna miss em so much. Hopefully we get into the same Uni, or mebe even the same fac.
I'll miss roller blading @ East coast with them and getting my butt and tighs scratched cos of stewpit FBTs (Gina very INDISCREETLY mentioned it in her entry)

*covers face out of embarrassment*

Lol...
Can't wait for our thailand trip =))
(thou we'll probably be cam-whoring the whole time with EVERYTHING including elephants and dog dung) MUAHAHA.

<3

2007-10-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

New favourite haunt. School Lib!!! Haha...

Too bad it closes @ 5.30. Had no choice but to migrate to the Cafe cos other places were quite dark due to the thunderstorm/downpour/torrential whateverthingy. Haha. It was a spectacular sight, we could actually see the sprays of mist-like rain invading the cafe. So bridget, I, fishy and his fren decided to copy some other ppl and drag a table all the way to the far end of the cafe where it was drier (sort of). The Malay stall auntie actually gave us milo. She rawks our socks.

Mugged all the way till 9 plus, den went home. Didn't know the side gate was opened, so got tricked into taking the long long route with fishy. -.-" Go one big round lor!

Shall go to skool EARLY tmr and mug my brains out until they become like toufu. Yes!!! I WILL wake up at ALL cost! You can come to my house and chop me up if i'm still in bed at 8 am.

2007-10-16T05:54:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to go out to study tday. =P But home seems too comfy for studyin. Esp when u cant help huggin your bolster to study. -.-"

Yay!!! My water babies are growing cos i just added water. Hehe... Oh ya, Daniel gave em to us on farewell. Super fun can. They're very slippery little ball like thingies which would shrink when they lose water and can grow back when u add water. SO FUN RIGHT... Sorry lah, very suaku. Nvr see b4. I remember that day Malcolm or Pear dropped some on the ground, and all of us were screaming: " ahhh!!! Ball ball drop alr!!! Dun step on my ball ball" or "My baby!!!! Help me pick up my babies!!! U KILLED MY BABY!!!" =/

Oh. And it was my dad who told me that they're called "water babies" and an "in " thing among PRI SKOOL KIDS?!? Oh god. I'm more outdated den my dad.

Haha....
Anyways, we had 30% staff discount for pastamania(TP) yesterday all thx to my fren whom i lost contact with a yr ago? Haha. Thou, it came with come er... complications. -.-" Next time must go there more often. Haha.

--> Sometimes, i'd really like to make my own decisions. But society has made it such that we have the obligation to live up to other people's expectations. We don't live solely for ourselves. No doubt about that. Sad case.

2007-10-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

Settled. Yay. =)))))))))

2007-10-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

Uh oh... Oh no oh no...

Did i like get someone into trouble or sthg and only find out now?

I hope not. Cannot cannot....

Sheets. i feel bad. sorry sorry sorry.

2007-10-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

Farewell.... a little depressing... but still pretty fun. =) Haha... Lazy to talk abt it...

Went to eat @ jack's place wif bestie and her beloved *ehem*. Super ultra bright bright bright lightbulb!!! =P Lol... But hmmmm. quite sweet lah.AWWW.... Not bad not bad... can click. Next time can go out more as a grp. Haha...

Totally embarrassed myself on my way back... Haha.... 3 of us couldn't stop laughing @ me. -.-"

Oh ya!!!And Ms Faizah was really really sweet. She made this certificate-like thingy for everyone to certify that we've shown excellence in our work and PW (yea "right") blah blah blah... and near the end, there's this blank space for personalised messages. Guess what she wrote for me?

" Most likely to be late for her own wedding, but would be able to get out of trouble just by smiling =P "

Oh man.... so cute!!! Haha. OK lah, fair enough... smile den can get outta trouble alr. Quite easy. Lol...

Just got enlightened:
--> The only way to overcome your fears is to embrace them.
How true.

2007-10-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

Ever had an experience so freaky that you'd try to push it to the back of your mind in hope that someday, someway, it'll get erased? Still, somehow, that deep, dark secret keeps u...bewildered. confused. Especially when it's new to you. Hmmm..... Maybe the "deep dark secret" part is a little exaggerated. And nope, i have not been abused in ANY WAY or by ANYONE before. Dun think too much (i know what some of u have in your minds now... lol.)

Hmmm.... Sometimes, it's really fortunate to have a friend who is VERY mature in thought. Someone who has the ability to help you analyze situations, and constantly remind you that in reality, life is not as simple as u may think it is. Lol.... Thx bridget, although we both know that i'll return to "fairytale" land once again within a few days. Hehe.... I really gotta grow up.

Anyways, back to topic. A big burden off my chest finally. I had meant to totally delete it from my life since it concerned someone else's reputation. But yea, jie meis can be trusted and it felt good finally talking and eventually joking about it after one year. -.-" Pengz.... Yea, ppl should know. Tze Wei + Bridget = ultimate crappiness. Haha... although I think there's still a bit of phobia towards very strong ppl, esp since i'm not say very de strong.*cough* Thank god for my quick thinking at that time. And lemme repeat once again. I SUFFERED NO ABUSE OF ANY KIND these 18 years... I've got very kind and gentle friends and parents. =D (and this is where JO will say: "chey... i thought kena rape or beaten up b4") 0.o Haha..... sorry to disappoint you, nuthin of that sort hor! Haha!!!

Okays, nuff of that.... the ordeal's over anyway. And i'll probably not be seeing the person much now.Lol... today....Studied with.... er.... Bridgey, fuyi (the not married, but gonna get married soon one... Muahaha. Dun kill me.), jing yi(haven't seen her for godknowshowlong). Haha!!!! The time after dinner was uber crappy. And i dun wanna wear my purple jacket when i study with them alr.... always suffocate me using the hood. -.-"

2007-10-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

OMG.OMG.OMG!

Damn, i'm so happy for Bridget. Had the urge to cry(for joy of course) just now.... sniff. Probably cos we're too jie mei alr (6 yrs ++ of friendship)... Share so many secrets... know what each other has gone thru. Haha. So much so that i'm like even more high and happy when it's happening to her. -.-" On the other hand, she seems so calm and level-headed. Wierd.

Whee.... happy happy =))

And they're like super cute and comical... *faints*

So excited i became high for at least 1/2 an hour.... Okay, at least this keeps me in a good mood. Haha...

I'm gonna fall asleep smiling today.

Random: I've got really small hands. THEY'RE LIKE 15cm?!? (from the bottom of my palm to the tip of my middle finger) Oh gosh.

2007-10-04T13:13:00.000+08:00

Shucks. I scratched my cut again... Keep forgetting about it...

Itchy hands. =/

You know what's worse than having to mug for bio?

Ans: Being trapped in the lift with an insect. For that few minutes, time stands still. You stop breathing. You don't move.... You try to look at everywhere but that darned insect. And when the lift door opens once again, you realise that you're dead!

(okay, ignore that last line) =P

2007-10-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

K box-ed wif squidy and Ah leong yesterday. Initially thought it would be quite awkward(cos some ppl tend to be a bit "hai-shiew"), but it eventually turned out pretty fun. =)

Didn't feel like leaving early, but too bad there was tuition. Haiz....

Things to take note of when goin for K box:

1) Make sure you have no other activities on that day.

2) Weekdays are (MUCH) cheaper

3) BRING A JACKET!!! ( luckily i was smarter this time, unlike some person called A_ Le_ng)

LOL.

Anyways, went to TP lib today and guess what? I GOT MY FIRST CHILDREN"S DAY PRESENT IN 6 YRS!!! Whee... Thx ah leong, though i know you're just trying to make my teeth drop out. Haha

--> Yay! I'm a child once again!!! This calls for a celebration. I'm so gonna preserve the lollipop in a glass casing or sthg. Just kidding...

OMG!!! i feel young. WOOHOO!!! *jumps up and down*

2007-09-30T14:49:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Johnnyyyyyyyyy's b'dae wif our mums today @ Airport. The food there is seriously overpriced, but still... the atmosphere was quite nice. =) Ordered lotsa food to be shared around. Started taking pictures during dessert, and it was really amusing watching our mums "ooh" and "aah" over the 2nd camera function(whereby you can adjust your hair to perfection b4 taking the pic since you can see yourself in the screen). -.-" A bit suaku... haha. Oh and there's the little "squabbles" or "war-of-the-mums" as i would like to call it---> Just like the good old times, the adults will "fight" to pay the bill. Haiz. =P

Too bad i had to study so couldn't go to church with john. Sorta miss it. Nvrmind, after A levels then.

Our Bah-nah-nah splits. I took charge of the barnarnar. =)I like his spectacles. They make me feel..... intellectual.And finally..... Favourite cuzzin and me (and our wierdo smiles)!!! =D Schumacks.

HAPPY HATCHDAY JOHN WAN CHENG QI!!!

May u achieve your dreams of becoming a top notch architech. (crap, i forgot how to spell. But should be correct hor?). You're already 1/2 way there anyway. Haha. Dun forget, i want you to design my house next time ^.^

And of course, may we be as close and crappy even when we become old, wrinkled, toothless and bearded(maybe not me). Here's cheers to our long long cousin-ship, and my 18 yrs of being tortured by u -.-" Hah!

p.s: pls stop growing, i'm practically facing your chest 1/2 the time. 0.o

*hugs*,

tzewei. =))

2007-09-29T13:40:00.000+08:00

Studied at Macs for a few hours till 9 plus today wif squidy. Cam whored A LOT. -.-" wanted to study till tong xiao at first, but realised we'll probably not make it.

Found out that acting nerdy was ultra challenging.

Failed attempt(1)

Hopelessly failed attempt (2) But the squid does it best. 0.o

OH!!! And i must announce! I'm IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE.... =))

With the merlion!!! Cute! if u dun take intoo account the fact that it's black-ish and a little dirty. =P

The people sitting beside were gaping in "awe" at my retarded-ness

Act cool buay cool =D

"Spray water NOW, or i'll pinch your nose"

Shagged. I needta get some Zzz.

2007-09-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

(caught in the act)

Severe lack of sleep... dozed off 1/2 way thru my partial fractions. -.-" Thank God for creating coffee.

Aniwaes, it's Ah-mah's bird day today! I wrote her sthg like this (see below) during econs tutorial and it caused an uproar. Even Ben Liang got curious and came over to kay-poh and laugh. 0.o

Darn. Everyone near me was laughing at at it. LOL. Ay! my Chee-na is not that bad okay? I was just making it special. =D

All the best for your 'A's Ah-mah (although you're probably gonna top the skool or sthg) and may Micky yoo-chun (or the entire DBSK) fall in love with u soon. ^.-
Hah!

2007-09-24T12:11:00.000+08:00

Now u see me
Now u dont
Side effects of A levels: expanded nostrils

TP as usual today... Before that, went to the gym near bridget's hse fer a while.... It was rather empty, so we could play with the equipment w/o having people stare at us.

Studied at the "outside" part of deli, which was surprisingly much colder than the inside, cos there's also air con, plus additional fans. -.-"

'A's will be over real soon =))

Shite... I want a puppy!!!

When i grow up, i wanna stay somewhere with an ulu gym.... And Puppies!!! And if i never get married, I wanna adopt lotsa kids, mebe open orphanage!!! =DD Crap, must go earn $$ liao...

2007-09-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

Around-town-expedition today with the peeps. =))

Our travel route:

Cine --> Heeren --> Paragon --> Taka --> Wisma --> Far East --> Taka--> Wisma--> TP

WAHHHH.... It's gotta be more tham 10 km worth of walking.

Shop-pa-holics! Haha... Think we spent like 2 hours in 77th street tryin all sorts of clothes, and i really mean ALL sorts. Pity they didn't let us take pics. Haha... U should've seen the salesgirl's face. Luckily someone successfully managed to placate her with his "charms". *cough*

Went to orchard lib to read books for a few hours cos Bridget kept complaining that her legs were breaking. Lousy. Haha.

Sumptous dinner @ pepper lunch express. Spent almost 3 hours there just chatting and crapping away about stuff like crushes, and teachers, and school life... and....er.... some bian tai stuff (contributed by solely bridget and RF, the rest of us were innocent.Lol.)

Wanted to catch a movie, but decided that we already spent too much. Haha...

Dang... I wanna watch a horror movie. Desperately... though i know i'll regret it. Haha

2007-09-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

WHEE!!! Been waiting for this day for ages! Yay. I can finally cast those sickening notes aside, but only for a few days though. It'll be "hello TP LIB" everyday from next week onwards. Haha. Must set a goal for myself.

Class outing with er.... Ee Ling, Minqi, Alana, Ah-mah, Gina, Rach, WanLeng, Jeremy, Mala-colm, and Yee Shu. Went fer "breakfast" at the PS kopitiam, everywhere was super empty and some auntie thought we ponned skool or sthg. Super amusing seeing Yee shu trying to explain (in hokkien) about how we were really fine young kids, who would NEVER skip school for the world. *cough*

After some chit-chatting etc etc etc.... decided to catch a movie. Most of the girls wanted to watch some scary movie called "apartment 1303", but we received protests from the guys (cos ... they were probably scared. LOL.)In the end we decided to just go watch 881.

Wasn't what i expected at all. I mean, when i saw the sneaks, i thought to myself "ee yer... I'll never watch such a lame show"... But it ended up to be damn meaningful... and hilarious.... but sad at the same time due to the ending. The last 15 mins of the show reduced me to a sniffling snorty slob. Argh... so sad!!!! I tried all ways and means to stop the tears: grabbing my cheeks, tugging at my fingers, tapping at my eyelids in hope of "massaging" the tears back into my eyes (how retarded) and trying to focus my attention on my lame HP display pic.... But it still didn't work. waaa... There was one point when Wan Leng and i wanted to comment about sthg, den we realised we were both sobbing. We burst out laughing.. =P Rach had no apparent reaction thou. -.-" Haha, i make her sound like some chemical rxn.

Kay... Now i feel super depressed cos of the show... must go and watch something really funny to neutralise the sadness... Haiz...

2007-09-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

TP Lib was practically an SA nest today! Haha. So many ppl...

Managed to complete a few chapters. I'm so tired of staring at chem qns. Thank God i still have the whole morning tmr to save me.

Yups and rengfu (a.k.a Fu yi) came to our table to tell us that he got a B for chem ppr 2 and 3 combined. Oh crap, if he's so smart, and got a B, then i'm so gonna die. Plus we have the same tcher, so i guess my grades are more or less revealed alr.

1/2 way thru went to the kopitiam to meet yihe and pass him some promo papers, in the end got forced to see him eat. -.-" and show off his triceps and biceps and dunno whatever ceps. Oh God... Stoopid pig still training like siao, and even upgraded to rowing fer SAF team. OMG... That's my dream can. SAF lei. Ok, not the rowing part, but as a possible career path. Envious...
then he migrated to study at the Macs beside cos a bit pai sei to go to lib due to the overwhelming no. of SA ppl.

Met Jing yi on the way back to library.... Miss that woman loads. Haven met her for such a long time. My dim-sum cum movie goin partner. Haha... After As let's go eat dimsum at that place again huh. Den go fer movie marathon and u can tell me more abt your crush. MUAHAHA XD

Oh... And bridget saved my life! Haha. Cos Fu yi wanted to start a paper fight (like the good old times) and aimed this enormous paper ball at my head. Fortunately (for me), due to a combination of his lousy aiming, and bridget's bigger head, I ESCAPED! And the ball landed squarely on bridget's forehead. Wah... She looked like she wanted to killl someone and ended up chasing Fu yi all the way downstairs with an empty drink can. =P Hilarious.

2 more papers. =))

~ Could we just remain this way?

2007-09-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i just wished... I could camp somewhere and mug my brains out day and night before major exams. You know, rather than stayin at home.

Too much distraction... And lotsa stuff that spoil my "I-really-wanna-study-hard-this-time" mood. Sigh...

I wanna lock myself up in a room with nuthin but lecture notes and tutorials. And perhaps my dear friends who share the same sentiments. Rights ppl? Haha

Alas, we can only dream.

2007-09-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

Hardcore muggin @ TP yesterday. 10am-9pm. Haha.... Yups, den lunch at deli. =))

Bridget's sadistic. This is her chicken lagsania when it arrived:

But b4 she could eat, she had to make it look like this (the red stuff are chilli flakes by the way) :

Crazy woman. Haha. Went to get some supplies before returning to library so we won't fall asleep. Yea, but the librarian uncle (as usual) kept hovering around us like a hawk. -.-" So... Someone came up wif an ingenious idea. SNACKBOX! Haha, it's basically just a piece of paper folded into a box.

Our rations. =PAnd our chem booklet served as a lid. Lol. Isn't our box well hidden?

Haha... Lotsa fun. Mainly due to rengfu's biantai-ness. While we were preparing to leave the lib, he stood up and bridget saw some er... stains on the chair(it was there since a long time ago), and she jokingly commented: "Rengfu! You're bleeding!!!". And he actually replied: "Oh no! I forgot to bring my wings *includes flapping action with his hands*" Took me a while to understand, but omg....It was so sick and all of us couldn't stop laughing abt it for at least 10 mins. And since Rengfu's voice was so loud, ppl kept staring at us. So maluating. For ppl who do not understand the joke....eh.... too bad, cos i'm not gonna explain. It's too sick.

And OH OH!!!! Ya!!! we caught an uncle watching porn on the library computer. Reng fu and Bridget saw some stuff... but by the time i walked there, he already closed the window, probably cos he caught them laughing at him. Oh man... Gross. Of all places, he had to choose the library. *Shakes head*

Hmmm. Shall resume mugging @ TP lib everyday after prelims. Its super interesting. Lol

Still thinking of stuff i can do after As. Should be doing some voluntary work @ KK hospital for some time wif bridget. Think they'll allow us to play with kids and stuff. YAY!! Sorry lah, I'm a paedophile can. =P Mebe... See whether can be relief PE tcher like what JH mentioned. Must work and earn some moolahs of my own.

We're already counting down to the HK trip. Bridget's dad will be our guardian since all our male friends can't make it cos too close to NS. And dearest John PS-ed us... SNIFF... Or else super fun le. Hehe... Nvrmind, shall suan him when we come back. Thoopid car-cheng. =P

2007-09-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

Been busy nursing my poor burnt face for the past... few days. Sniff.... Went to jog/walk/stroll with some ppl on Mon. Noticing that the sun was SCORCHING, i obediently applied sunblock (dun wanna peel again). BUT I ACTUALLY 4GOT TO PUT ON MY FACE!!! Omg, my stupidity really amazes me sometimes. And it didn't help that we decided to slack @ some playground and 1/2 dozed off + 1/2 sun-tanned.

Now the burn is uber uneven. Haha... Quite horrible cos i managed to shed most of the skin except for some spots at both cheeks and forehead. So basically, i look like.... shit. =P I mean, it's quite okay if your whole face is chao tah or sthg, but this spotty burn sucks. ARGH! Took a lot of effort to hide myself from the usual ppl i study with like triston and Zhuang cos they will surely suan me until i die. So Bridget(an exception cos she is the gr8est budday and promised to hid me from ppl) and I decided that Delifrance would be a good hideout. In the end, i still bumped into Jinghao. Omg.... so suay.

OK what am i doing typing this @ 3AM IN THE MORNING??? I should be sleeping to let my skin regenerate new cells. Hmmm. Mebe collagen vitagen can help. Shall hurry go buy some tmr. Hehe.

2007-09-04T10:42:00.000+08:00

Happened to finally dig out the photos our 2 star instructor sent me. So since i've got nothin better to do, shall just put some up for the sake of making the blog more colourful. X)

Long long expedition to the Merlion. Think i almost died 1/2 way. Oh ya! and there were curious tourists happily snapping away on they cams. Of course, being nice ppl, we waved like crazy and pretended to be ambassadors of S'pore -.-" :

The 1/2-completed Ferris wheel thingy:

My partner doing capsize drill. Super poor thing cos i took a long long time to drain his kayak plus no strength to pull it onto my bow. So Basically, he did 60% of the work trying to help me push it up. Lol

Preparing for my turn...

CAPSIZED!!! (And waiting to get saved)

Charissa and Weiting. Charissa (the one on the kayak) is super strong lah.... Think she came in 2nd while competing on our way back to shore. Even beat some guys.

Haha.... Those 3 days rawked man. Just thinkin makes my hands itchy! I WANNA GO KAYAK AGAIN! Anyone interested?

Finally, one last photograph after our very satisfying Mos Burger dinner.

The only 4 SA ventures ppl who went for the course plus Alfred who didn't go fer dinner.(the rest were students from tertiary institutes)

Oh ya!!! Goin with Bridget and Xinyi to HK next February. YAY. Can't wait man =P

2007-09-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

Whoo! Found a new way to de-stress. MUSIC. Haha... Though there's a major drawback cos it's simply too addictive. Haven't touched my piano since god knows when. Yups, but once i started playin, i coundn't stop. Oh crap. -.-" Now i'm behind schedule. Looks like i gotta burn the midnight oil again. But at least i managed to finaly play "only love" and some cheena songs on the piano. YAY.... Haha. Haven't done this for a long long time.

Kay... Now i gotta go jog b4 it turns dark.

Somebody pls glue my eyeballs to my bio notes.

2007-08-31T14:15:00.000+08:00

YAY... Finally, break time!!! ---> After one long week of gruelling-brain-cell-killing-plus-growth-hormone-depleting exams. Phew. Though i know happiness will only be short-lived.... With 50 plus sets of bio notes to cram into my puny brain, I'm one dead octopus.

And the exams have super detrimental effects. My body clock's screwed up (with a maximum of 5 hrs sleep daily) , and my diet has become..... ARGH.... Horrible. Tend to binge quite a lot cos of the stress as well as to keep awake while reading the super sleep-inducing lecture notes. Plus the constant munching on raisins (cos my dad says it's good for the brain, dunno whether got bluff me). Crap.... Man.... Put on weight alr lor. Sniff. Shall go to the river-side to run tmr. Haha.... Wah... i'm becoming more vain. Must be Brendan's bad influence. Cannot cannot.... so superficial. Ok... Shall not brush my teeth for one week. Ppl... better stay away when skool reopens. Hehe.

Darn the A levels. I'm gonna burn all my notes after the nightmare ends.

Few more months before i can officially go crazy and turn the universe upside down. And go for CHALETS!!!! Haha.

Shaungorunwithmelei. LOL.

2007-08-15T04:55:00.000+08:00

Oh gawd.... I haven't been so freaked out in my life for a long time alr. While waiting for the school gates to open ( so we can escape maths lect =P ), Ah mah Gina Wan Leng and I decided to waste time talking at the benches outside the CC. Gina made me watch some wierd video of a chair in an empty room.

Gina: " wait huh, watch carefully.... the chair will start to rock violently".

I glued my eyes to her phone's screen and waited. After 15s....

Me: "ay.... nothing wat. Bluff me...."

Chair starts to rock.

Me (sounding very excited) : "Rock alr rock alr!!!!"

Suddenly, some scary looking figure appeared zoomed towards the screen. OMG... I screamed and almost dropped the phone. =.=" Man... I swear my heart stopped for 5 seconds. Still pretty shaken until now.

And to make matters worse, we started talking about spooky stuff... Damn freaky. I had to hug my bag the whole while, and Wan leng and i kept sitting closer to each other until our shoulders were practically "glued". I think the scariest was when Wan Leng talked about the time she played the ouja board out of curiosity. Can't really bring myself to elaborate now but she was SUPER daring. The topic made us very jumpy and paranoid and we kept turning back cos we thought we heard someone behind =.=" Haha... Then when they heard i was planning to mug in school, they started talkin bout *cough* u know what lah... Crap... In the end i got too freaked out and decided to go home instead.

Now i'm all paranoid. I'm too cowardy to go to toilet alone, dun dare to look at mirror, dun dare to go bathe blah blah blah..... I even had to sing to myself in the lift. So retarded can. WAaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I'm so gonna drag ppl to walk home wif me tmr.

2007-08-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

WHOO!!! Found a nice new mugging headquarter. It's none other than school. Mugged there till 9.30 today. Quite windy and comfortable. =) We even called for Pizza delivery during dinnertime. Quite shiok if not for the stares we got from ppl passing by. Haha... Shall mug there more often now. Yay.... I'm 10 % more motivated to study now.... Dunno if it's too late. Sniff.

2007-08-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

It's National Day.

Rawks cos we're given a long break. Plus the self-declared holiday on Tues. =))

But still, a little bit of nostalgia here and there. Not being emo, but yea, it's impossible not to think, esp if today would've been the 2nd year if i hadn't made that decision. Guess its finally time to have a proper closure and let us move on with life.

Okay... On a happier note... Can't wait fer Verntures farewell @ Sentosa on Sat. I need the sun.

2007-08-04T13:07:00.000+08:00

Have I ever mentioned?

I hate hate hate crowded buses. Ok, maybe "hate" is too strong a word. Dislike's more like it. I mean how can you blame me when i find my face inches away from people's armpits 3/4 of the time. Not to mention the competition for oxygen. Gosh, i'm practically breathing in other people's carbon dioxide cos the oxygen in the atmosphere is rapidly depleted by those heartless , vertically-unchallenged people. Sniff... TORTURE. Blame it on my height. =P

I need hormones. And long beans. And.....crap.... anyone has a better idea?

2007-07-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

Been going to study at TP lib quite often lately with Bridget, Zhuang Yong and Rong Chuan. The environment's quite condusive. Should go there to mug more frequently. Oh ya, plus there's the one hour lunch breaks where we talk about practically everything under the sun.

Yesterday, we happened to touch on the topic about relationships. And they commented that my perspective was too naive. Too "fairytale". They concluded that it's hard for love to come without any other motives. Yups. They were more... how should i put it.... realistic? Haha... Guess i'm still growing up in that area. It got me thinking, and i sorta agree with the statement that "love is blind". Not so much about the visual aspect, but more of the fact that it tends to affect your judgement. I guess when you really love someone, you'll go all out for that person, even if your sacrifices are not justified by the way he (or she) treats you. Silly isn't it? Haha. But still, I wanna retain my "fairytale" mindset. Call me stubborn if you want. Mebe i'll grow up... when i'm 20 plus or sthg. Haha... But now, I'm still gonna believe in putting all of my heart into a relationship, despite the heartache it could possibly bring about.

I know i may be silly especially after the first experience, but yea, there were good times, and i guess that to me, they take precedence over the bad ones. I'm glad to say that i have no regrets whatsoever =)

2007-07-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

-.-" Hello ppl... I've got a boring life okay!!! Haha.... now i gotta squeeze sthg interesting out from my puny little pea brain....

Didn't have PE yesterday cos Mr Chay PON AGAIN! Haha. No lah... he had to support swimming or sthg. So we slacked in the cafe for 1 hour plus. Got surprised by some classmates who gave me a *cough* very belated present. Lol... I think it clinched the title as "Most crappy present of the year". Let me tell you why.

Firstly, it was wrapped up in layers and layers of NEWSPAPER?!?(more than 8 i think). According to them, it was supposed to be less detrimental to the environment. Say no to global warming. 0.o Then, i was not allowed to tear the newspapers off all at once, cos there was supposedly attached messages within each layer as well. I obliged and started peeling off one layer after another. Lucky my fingers never cramp lo. Haha. Just as they claimed, there were short messages attached to each layer of newspaper.

1st layer:

Er..... Basically, there's a story behind colgate. Yea... sthg to do with the nervous system chapter in Bio. Think yea... cos, our nervous impulses relies on ions like sodium and potassium for transmission. Sthg liddat lah, i'm not very sure cos i haven touched that chapter before =P Yup. And since i'm super blur, we deduced that i must possess flouride and chloride ions (which are negative) instead. Just like toothpaste. -.-"

2nd layer: (whatever loh)

3rd layer:

4th layer:

Okay. This above is a very rare sight. Everybody pls catch a glimpse of it before it ceases to exist forever. Rachel actually wrote Chinese! Oh my goodness. That's like once in a purple moon. =D Haha... She still very happily revealed that she had to practice a few times to make it look readable. Bet she needed the dictionary too.

Last message:

Awwww. How sweet..... Yea... then many other layers were added to make me peel until i die. Evil ppl. That's not all... Let's check out what kinda treasure lies within.

WAH PIANG EH!!!!! Speechless. They kept laughing at my reaction.

Okay lah.... They got redeemed cos there's also a nice nice Korean drama series. Of course, with Junjin as the lead. -.-" Woohoo. Haha.... dun dare to start watchin first cos i'll get addicted. So i loaned it to Rachel for the weekend. Let her go drool all she wants.

SA makes ppl crappy. Dun u agree? Haha.

2007-07-09T14:31:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog recently, but because of SOMEONE whose life is so boring she has to read my crap in order to stay alive, i shall blog for her sake. -.-" Er......... i'm so behind time i dunno what to blog abt. Oh ya.... BT2 is over. YAYYYYYYYYY!!! Okay, i know that was outdated. But still... happy happy =) And thank you to the ppl who made my birthday enjoyable even though i was suay enuff to have it in the middle of blocks. Sigh... Imagine having to mug fer exams on your b'day.... Man, it's traumatising. Lol... Thank you all for the gifts.... Some really meaningful ones.... and some lame ones *faints*, but still appreciated nevertheless. Now i gotta recall what i did after BT2.

Eh.... I, Gina Ah-mah and rach went to funan right after our last paper cos ah mah had to collect sthg.. then we went over to bugis to walk walk shop shop eat eat. But everyone wasn't in the mood to do much cos we were too drained by the 2 papers.

On wed, MY ONE-ON-ONE DATE!!! Haha, with bridget cos ade ps-ed us at the last min. Still managed to enjoy ourselves a lot. Went to K box for... close to 8 hours? 0.o Yea.... smuggled in a lot of food using my big bag... It was super fun cos we were high... sang cheena songs... den switched to english, then jap, then hokkien (although i dunno how to read the words)... And i learnt my lesson the hard way.... NEVER go to K box w/o a jacket... It's always freezing. After that, we felt a li'l crappy so went to the arcade for fun... got amused by some Fireman game whereby you had to sling this large hose (around 3 kg?) over your shoulders. Bridget played and a lot of ppl started to surround her and watch... So embarrassing.

Thursday, Eh..... oh ya..... Ice skating!!! Supposed to go blading but we changed our minds. No More tan... Sniff. We had Sam, Rach, Gina, and Gina's friends : Weilin, Richard, Shiyun, Pei Xuan. It was my first time skating and it was super freaky, cos unlike roller blading, there's no knee guards and stuff. I was the 2nd noobiest (if there's such a word) skater cos the rest skated b4 and Ah-Mah PS-ed us... Anyway, even before we started skating, i already embarrassed myself thoroughly by walkin into the wrong restroom.... Omg... Didn't realise until i saw the urinals... Rach later pointed out that the restroom signs were about my height... And i must be a genius to have missed them. Bleargh. As soon as we entered the skating rink, i knew i was doomed. Haha... All in all i think i fell like.... 5 times? And they were super painful, i tell you, ice is definitely harder than concrete. Fell on my back(with all fours in the air), on my backside, on my knees blah blah... anywhere possible. I'm bruised and battered now... both my knees are blue-blackish, one's a little swollen. Plus abrasion on one shin cos the skating shoes rubbed my skin raw... and finally, A wound which looks like a snake bite cos there're 2 holes or sthg. According to someone, it looks like a very short vampire bit me. 0.o Still, we had fun playing catching, freeze and melt, throwing mini snowballs into each other's shirts etc... New friendships forged... Was pretty taken aback by Richard. He always appeared to me as a nerdy kinda person... who went home everyday to study (in other words, no life lah). Haha.... But he turned out to be really crappy... esp around weilin and folks... cannot judge a book by its cover. To sum it all up. IT WAS A WHOLE LOAD OF FUN, that is if you dun take into consideration the injuries sustained. Haiz.... After that, some of em went to fly kite while i met JY at Orchard. Made an impulse decision to watch the 5.30 Fantastic 4 movie. Bought the tickets at 5.44?!? Told you it was on impulse. Haha. The movie was... not that bad.

Sigh, had to go back to skool on Friday. We ended up drawing cartoon characters on our maths handout.

Yes... That's my bugs bunny. It's so obvious lo... dunno why rach kept sayin it was out of shape. Improved a lot from sec school where i failed almost every art assignment. Okay, except for one which i miraculously obtained 80 marks. WOOHOO.... I just drew some wierd shapes, and coloured them.... And explained to my tcher sthg about being abstract and how the colours were at harmony with each other. Seriously, i just made that up on the spot... and ended up with an A. God knows why. Econs lecture after that... Had a shock when we realised we're in Jakina's lecture... So we switched over to Ben Liang's LT. Much much better. Haha...

I'm lazy to carry on... Hehe... MJ, this should be enuff to keep u occupied for sometime. Oh ya... watched transformers with Rach and her brother.... it was very very good... a little loud, but still great.

2007-06-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

Went to study with Bridget today at TP library. Supposed to meet at 10 but then... well.... Haha... i overslept *cough* 1/2 an hour late in the end... =P So as usual, we went by the "rules" and i treated her to subway. The library was super empty except for some JC students. Had one whole big table to ourselves. So shiok... It was quite productive. Beats studying at home where my mum "competes" with me for the study table (my com is there) just so that she can play her computer game >.<

Gotta zzz early today so i can drag myself out of bed and fly to the library tmr before the stewpit woman tries to extort my monay again. Lol.... This time, i'll make sure i'm the one to get treated. Muahaha. Haiz... Not to mention i got forced into signing some lame contract drafted by us. Argh.

The silly stuff i was forced to do........

Our contract (Bridget's ug-lay handwriting) which says:"If late must buy one pint of swensen's ice cream" Followed by both our signatures. Mine's the bee..... Lol. She's so confident i'll be the late one -.-"

Finallly.... Showing off my super puffy + swollen + cross-eyed (purposely wan hor) eyes.

And since that woman had so much fun bullying me, I'll post her most hated picture as a form of revenge. *evil cackle* TADA!!! Happy bridget??? =P

" Where's my milk bottle?"

Can't wait for next week.... I've been dreamin of that ever since the exams started. Going to blade again... and K box..... and long-awaited buffet date with ade and bridge... and oooutingggs!!!.... and i wanna get a tan again. Became even fairer after i peeled lah... oh my tian.... Must be darker then haoyi so can suan him. Teeheehee.

2007-06-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

Oh shucks...... No one could me more screwed than me for BT2. =(

2007-06-24T06:23:00.000+08:00

Brain dead. Just back from make-up tuition, which was quite useful cos i managed to clear a lot of doubts with the genius teacher. Dunno why some ppl are born so smart..... den i.... Ok... Nvrmind. =P

Lunch at bugis with Ah-zosh (-.-"), who happened to be passing by and was kind enuff to make sure i won't be a lonely old hag for the afternoon. Waited for 133 for more than 1/2 an hour under the excruciating heat, but the wait was worthwhile cos the bus ride proved to be really eventful. Unforgettable i would say....

Firstly, there was this lao ah-pek who was oogling at every girl who passed by. He did'nt even try to be discreet lah. Omg... so hao se. We decided to count the number of times he turned around to stare at ppl but only persevered till no.17 before we lost count cos we were too busy laughing.

Had to move on to stand at the back of the bus so we lost sight of our source of entertainment. THEN, just as we were gettin bored, I suddenly felt someone wack my backside. Wah piang eh!

It was like:

(Piak!!!)

Me: (turns around after recovering from my shock)

Old woman (around 50+ yrs old?) = culprit: (gives me this innocent innocent smile)

Me: -.-" (Den turns around to whisper to zosh) OMG. I think i just got molested by the ah-mah behind.

Ah-Zosh: REALLY??? I also felt someone pinch my kar-cheng just now lei. Wahlao. I thought i was hallucinating can %$#@&!@ (turns around to glare at ah-mah who conviniently pretended to be admiring the view outside)

So... the 2 traumatized teens, who also happened to be very bored, started the laughing spell again. Dunno why, but the fact that a bisexual ah-mah existed really amused us -.-" When we were about to get off at the Potong MRT stop, the Ah-mah suddenly asked me for the time. So. being the kind-hearted and angelic person i was (DUN PUKE ZOSH), i checked my HP and told her.

Me: 2.30

Ah-mah: Xie xie ni orh xiao mei mei (meaning: Thankyou little girl)

And while she was sayin that, she patted my backside affectionately!!!AHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Before i had time to think, i blurted: "Bu ke qi (welcome)" before rushing down the bus.

Zosh was commenting on how it sounded like the ah-mah was thanking me for letting her touch me, den i was replying that she is welcome to do so anytime 0.o So wrong lah. Pollute my mind.

What has become of the senior citizens of S'pore man? Ok..... SOME of them to be exact. Cannot generalize. Hehe...

Anyways, my grandma popped by today and fried a lot of her special ikan bilis. Shiok! She even secretly prepared a small container for me so that my greedy dad wont kop everything when i'm out. Yay.... So there are goot old people after all. LOL

MINE!!!!!!!!!

Oh ya... Cannot forget: Good luck Lumpy for your dragonboat comp today =))

Your tao huay depends on it. Hurhur... Sorry i cant go down to support ya? Jia you!

2007-06-15T05:41:00.000+08:00

Dad's back.... Bwahaha... with lots of "imported" snacks and pirated DVDs. =P

Watched Spiderman 3 again with my parents yesterday. Quality..... not that bad lah.... just that the subtitles were screwed up. Lol... We switched on the english subs only to find they don't tally with the conversations. Plus... it wasn't even proper engrish!!! With lines like "i very stick" and "u ninny din see me". Wah sai..... Laugh until i stomachache. Haha... Anyway. I'm so dead.... my bio and econs are untouched. =.=" KILL ME!

// I'm tired of your mind games, or whatever u like to call it --> reverse psychology. Seriously, it took me so much, so long to get my life back on track. Please stop screwing it up with your actions. I don't even know when to trust u anymore. I don't know why i still get affected, but at least this gives me a goal to work towards. I need to learn to be numb. Immune. I hate that heart-wrenching feeling. //

2007-06-11T05:08:00.000+08:00

ANY KIND SOUL KNOWS HOW TO REDUCE THE ITCH OF IRRITATING SANDFLY BITES???

I'll be eternally grateful to my saviour. =)

2007-06-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

Went to TP library to study wif some ppl today. Good to see the old toa-payoh-mug-for-o-levels gang again... Brought back a lot of memories of how all of us, from different schools got to know one another way back in Sec 4 and became mugging buddies. We would "haunt" TP library everyday from 10 am to 9pm. I use the word "haunt" cos we weren't very quiet. =P We gave the librarians helluva hard time just smuggling food in, cracking jokes, having paper fights, trying to aviod wierd perverted old uncles and sniggering for no apparent reason -.-" Those were the good old days.... Man. I really miss those times.

Today we studied for 5 hours before we finally cracked up and became crazy.... Ended up challenging one another to the game "super monkey" on my fone. It was ultra crappy. We grouped ourselves into 2 teams... and yea, while one team was playing, the other would like try to distract the players or give them wrong suggestions.... =P Think we made quite a bit of noise. Haha. But anyway, my team lost. Tragically. My fault cos i keep pressing wrong button. Had waffles for dinner after that and the way we smuggled them in was... one word to describe. PRO. JL stuffed about 5 into his jacket and acted like he was reallly cold, so he hugged the jacket to himself to hide the buldge. Bridget held the remaining waffles while the rest of us basically "stationed" ourselves around her to hide our loot from prying eyes. Haha.... feels like some secret mission or sthg.

Anyway... My scalp's officially peeling. Sniff... The feeling sucks. Later ppl think i got dandruff or sthg.... Luckily it only started after i reached home.

Yup.... That's my record so far... I'll inform ya'll if a bigger piece of sunburnt scalp appears and drops off.... Okay... it sounds (and looks)pretty gross. *grins*

2007-06-08T02:18:00.000+08:00

Went out with Ade and bridget on tues to celebrate Bridget's belated birthday. Went to eat fish and co (Suntec)... and the seats there suck.... They practically sink downwards... so much so that the table was almost at my neck level. we had to prop our elbows on the tables to eat 0.o

Had a last minute decision to go to kbox after that, where ade and me picked truckloads of Jay chou and JJ's songs while bridget settled for canto songs (as usual -.-") Bridge and me became high and ended up jumping on the couch and singing fast songs in fake disgusting voices. Er.... we even tried to act out MTVs. Gawd. Left at around 10 and went to chat by the river. Super late by the time i reach home... a bit scary.

Us showing a lot of teeth... Cos the passer-by takin the foto for us kept saying we never smile enuff.... So we purposely show him we REALLY can smile. *toothy grin*

The tips of my ears just peeled. Just realised i forgot to put sunblock there during Dragonboating. Think my scalp will be next in line... it feels sorta... flaky? Oh man.... This would be the 3rd time my scalp got sunburnt within 3 months. Hope it doesn't have any detrimental effects on my hair growth or sthg.

2007-06-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

Didn't have the mood and strength to blog ever since i came back from ventures group camp. Seriously, it drained all my energy. To make things worse, the 2 nights before camp started, i didn't sleep!!! 0.o It's a miracle i never collapse.

First day was spent at Ubin. We got split into 2 groups, Malaysians and S'poreans. S'poreans rawked man (cos i'm there.... teeheehee)... Given a short while to set up our shelter, WHICH WASN'T EVEN A PROPER TENT! Yea.... we were supposed to sleep on ponchos, with a groundsheet over our heads. It was super open to creepy crawlies. Yuck. Cooked our lunch after that using twigs and wood to set up a fire. Our group successfully managed to "roast" a whole chicken(with a carrot stuffed up its backside) Lol... It was goood.... Really good.

Had some kinda "amazing race" around the island under a heavy downpour. Good thing we had our ponchos, but stiil got drenched EVERYWHERE anyway. The race really forced me to step out of my comfort zone, especially the part where i had to climb a tree which had an ant nest?!? Anybody who knows me well enuff knows i hate hate hate anything with 6 or 8 legs, mainly insects. I will basically freak out. Weiyu can testify for that. During our VOPF night trail sometime back, the guy, out of good intention, warned me about a cockroach near my leg. I almost jumped onto him. Poor thing... Haha... yes. My insecto-phobia is THAT bad. Anyway, david didn't allow me to pass, so i had no choice but to climb. ='( It was really tough, cos the branches were so far apart and ants were like crawling on my arm. Took a lot of willpower to stop myself from just letting go and falling to my death or sthg. =P So i ended up just screaming "ahhhhh" the whole time. Anyway, our group was faster and had more time to prepare our dinner. We were not allowed any utensils, so we cooked on bamboo and in coconut husks. -.-"

Whole group of us settled near our fires after that to basically just chat, joke around and bond while we tried to dry off our rain-soaked shoes and socks. Really crappy and fun. Lights out at 11.30, but i couldn't sleep a wink cos of all the bugs and mozzies invading the tent. Oh yar... and the ants there are really commando ants man... They can crawl up out trackpants to attack us, and their bites are super painful. Just when i was about to doze off, they told us to pack up cos we're changing campsite... AT 2 AM IN THE MORNING?!? Whatever lah. Had to be ready to go within minutes and our load was damn heavy... Carried until my fingers became numb. Set off for our "new" campsite. The leaders walked so fast we had to run to keep up. By that time, the lack of sleep was getting to me. Was basically just running on adreneline. Halfway thru, they made us do a solo nightwalk which was pretty freaky, cos i kept thinkin there was someone watching me from the trees at the side. =X Man... i really need to do sthg to make myself less timid. Our final campsite was the highest peak of Ubin, with a fantastic view of the quarry below. By then, everyone was so tired that they fell asleep on the ground despite the fact that it was infested with killer-ants. Some of the "S'poreans" (mervyn, Jeremy, Weiyu, grace and I) decided to just play with mosquito coils and try burning leaves with it. Talk about being childish. Haha.

Left the island early next morning and headed to Kallang Sea Sports Club for our dragonboating. It was fun lah... But i ended up aching everywhere after that. Shoulders, back, waist, backside, leg.... cos we had to use our muscles from all these parts to row the boat. And yes... I finally got to re-tan myself... I like my colour now... okay.... mebe except for my face, which is chao tah... Duno what happened to the sun block. I left camp early right after DB cos i had a family gathering to send my father off before he goes to Cheena (again) with my grandma on a holiday. 3 days w/o sleep....i couldn't take it anymore.... so i dozed off on the bus although i desperately tried to keep myself awake by pinching myself. Yea.... but to my horror, i woke up to find my head resting on the shoulder of the ah-pek sitting beside me!!!! He looked equally as petrified... Omg.... So malu. I mumbled an apology and didn't dare to look in his direction anymore after that.

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CO concert today, went to support Gina tgt with Wanleng, Ah-mah, Rachel and Samo. The concert was better than last year... And Gina was da best.... Okay. I'm biased. Haha... Went to KFC with Rach for awhile after that to chill out.

I'm stilll suffering from the after-effects of camp... dun even have strength to hold the CC door open. My insect bites are itching up a storm... and my backside hurts like hell. I can't sit down properly... and i can't get up with ease from a sitting position. ='(

My CO ticket got mysteriously accounted for -.-" I still dunno why.

Going out for buffet with some ex-st'nix ppl tmr. =) Yay.

2007-06-01T14:45:00.000+08:00

Finally went out today to unwind a little... Watched Shrek 3, which rawked cos it was hilarious. =)

Went to skool after that to help do a bit of stuff with Bel, Yubin and eka. Was pretty tiring but still quite fun lah. Especially the part when we got trapped outside skool and had to walk practically 3 rounds around the entire SA Village ( not just the SAJS side hor) trying to look for a gate which isn't closed. Even had to resort to climbing over fences. Someone actually gave up and decided to just lie on the gallery. Lol...

Group Camp starting tmr... I'm gonna be so shag. ='(

2007-05-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

Past few days have been really eventful, cos of my distant relatives' visit. =))

My grandad's bro came down all the way from Macau with his wife, son and daughter-in-law. Man... My granduncle looks 40 plus -.-" and my distant uncle and his wife are like in their early 20s with a son??? Wow. Yups, they were very fun to be with. 1st night they arrived, they stopped by at my house where all of us (them + my cousins + other relatives) watched DVDs tilll 4am?!? Omg.

We all went to sentosa the next day. Wanted to re-tan myself.... BUT GOT NO SUN!!! Alamak. Played volleyball and soccer using some lousy ball with a retarded face painted on it. Ppl keep laughing at us cos of it =P Also went blading.... I swear never to blade again in Sentosa. The road was so smooth, i couldn't even stop at all. That explains multiple bruises sustained plus cuts on the butt. LOL... I decided i will never wear FBT shorts to blade again. No cushion at all.

They're goin back tmr.... I'll miss them lots.

Can't wait fer end of the year when we will go visit them at Macau..... Not to forget.....

SHOPPING!!!! *MUAHAHA*

2007-05-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

Went studyin with the Squid yesterday at Potong Macs. Quite productive i think, although someone, or more precisely, SOMETHING kept tempting me to go shopping! Argh. Haha. Had lotsa advice from him too... Never knew he was so philosophical and "holy" *cough* Still, it was rather useful. =)) Fankyew!!!

Met up with Yihe today before tuition to settle stuff, but didn't end up achieving much cos he's basically still tryin. Can't believe i fell into the trap again. I feel stupid -.-" But at least i was more composed compared to last week. So squidy, there wont be any emo posts.... (Awww, how disappointing). Lol...

Our meetup made me think a lot. After this time being apart from him, i'm starting to feel that i've made the right decision. Although i've lost a soulmate, a large burden has been lifted from my shoulders. I can't say that i've got no feelings for him now,after all, it's been almost 2 yrs. But yea.... i think i'll manage. Time will help us get over it i guess. Now, all i can hope for is that he'll give up tryin to change my mind. That he'll slowly learn to adapt to the changes, and that we can resume being the good friends we used to be. God pls help me.

Distant relatives coming tmr. Can't wait. =))

2007-05-25T06:45:00.000+08:00

Good looks are but skin deep,

Wealth is not forever,

It's the character which sticks for life.

All my life, i've held on to this belief. That superficiality is absurd, and that we should judge people by their inner beauty. There were times when certain incidents have made me question what i believed in. But what happened yesterday, it gave me the assurance i so needed. I'm proud to say that my opinion has not and will never change.

- And so they say, "It ain't all about the looks and the monay baby" =))

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School has been quite slacky recently, or maybe it's just me. Haha. Only 11 out of 24 people from 06S15 came to school today -.-" Sad case. And we didn't have GP, so we basically slacked in school most of the day except for moral ed (where Mr Chan cried cos of something too long-winded to talk about. But yep, we could see how much he loves his family and baby audrey. Awww...) bio tutorial and econs lecture (we were secretly playing sudoku). Tired tired.... i dun feel like goin to school tmr. Sigh.... i need motivation.

Oh yea... we had our photo-taking on tues.... the class was quite crappy as usual, and decided to cam-whore on our own after that. =B

Us with miss Faizah <3

Emo-ness

Catch us, if you can.

Jump!

And finally.....

PAI KIA!!!

2007-05-23T14:29:00.000+08:00

Patient: Choy Tze Pok

Suffering from: Some unknown wierdo illness. [ Chong: "let's call it the pokpok bing(illness in chinese)"]

Symptoms:

1) Bugs bunny teeth pop out.

2) Face disfigured by a big disgusting mole (Ain't i pwetty? *pukes*)

3) Dark (really dark) eye bags, that seem somewhat hopelessly unbalanced

4) Bloodshot nails.

5) SEVERE growth retardation

6) Underdevelopment of brain (takes her pretty long to reach action potential)

7) Gets high on fresh air.

Okok. We were just bored. XD

2007-05-21T14:25:00.000+08:00

Went to my cousin's 21st b'day bash after tuition. It was held at a function room at some church building. Man, there had to be at least forty people there excluding us family members. Lotsa food, mingling around and basically doing stupid stuff with the bunch of cousins (as usual). =) Did i mention that my younger cousin(pri 6) is taller than me??? Stupid ass can't stop gloating throughout the whole party. Lol.

AND PEH BOK KIAT WAS THERE! (pardon me if i spelt his name wrongly), but yea, the econs lecturer. Omg omg omg. I had to hide before my cousin could drag me to him. Just to clear any doubts, my beloved cousin was my SAJC senior. Direct senior to be exact, cos he used to be from SFC as well. =)) Haha. So basically, half of the ppl he invited today were ex-SAJCians batches ago. Cool.

Yea, after the food, there was this get together session with a mini praise and worship, expected, since he's such a staunch christian. Some really sweet song dedications and messages from friends, topped up with a touching video cum powerpoint put together by his ex classmates and army buddies.

The best moment came when my cousin had to give a speech near the end. After thankin all of us (by name... so sweet), he started to talk about his growing up days. The entire family were touched. His sis and i were huddled tgt and sniffling like mad, much to the disgust of my pri-6-but-alr-very-tall cousin -.-" Sorry lah. we're emotional by nature. Haha. But well, you can pratically feel our pride, being in the same family as him. Lets see. This cousin of mine, he's the epitome of goodness, despite the fact that he didn't grow up in a well... very perfect family. He went through what other kids would not normally have to face, but still, grew to be this god-loving, family-loving, young gentlemen. His character is almost flawless. I think my aunt would be really proud of him if she were still around.

Anyway, everyone started to cheer up soon enough cos we were in for a surprise. He sang a duet dedicated to us with a "good friend". He can't sing for nuts. =)) And right at the end of the song, he revealed that the "good friend" and him are attached! It took her by surprise and we could tell she was really touched. Haiz.... now we cousins cant come up with any more speculation and scandals liao. Wasted. But still.... It was really sweet. Haha. My grandma couldn't stop smiling.

All in all, i'm glad to be in this ultra supportive and fun-loving family <3
They rawk my life.

2007-05-21T03:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster ride. Yea, and just as i expected, i woke up with super swelling and puffy eyes. =((

I'm confused. Have i done the right thing? Am i being too cruel? Will i regret my decision in the future? With these questions running through my head for hours after we parted, it's a miracle i still managed to fall asleep. Guess i was mentally drained from the effort of blocking out whatever u said, all the memories u tried to bring back.

I'm really tired. Stop tryin to make me change my mind. You dunno how much pain you're causing, the way u try to tear down that protective shell i so painstakingly built up. You don't know that heart-sinking feeling i get when i see your name flashing on my phone whenever u call. I'm just so scared i'll give in. When we met yesterday, i was so freaked out that my hands were shaking. Are you happy seeing me that weak?

Now I'm scared of what will happen next week. I dun wanna face the whole thing again.

I know it may be hard for u to let go ( trust me, it's just as hard for me). But we really have too many differences. Different expectations, different moral values, different personalities. And they're taking a toll on me.

Pls stop saying you'll wait for me. It'll be harder for both of us. Find someone better and more worthy of you. I'm sure there'll be plenty. I'll be happy for you. Seriously :)

Can't we just be besties?

2007-05-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

I GREW BY 1 CM!!!!

Now i'm 15....sthg cm (still too embarrassing to disclose). But still...
This calls for a celebration :))

Thx Mr chay for letting me take my height twice today. I really stretched my neck to the limits the second time. Lol.

2007-05-18T11:00:00.000+08:00

To the woman who gives everything she has, but expects nothing in return.

To the woman who waits up till the wee hours of the night to make sure i reach home safely.

To the woman who stays up with me when i burn the midnight oil during exams.

To the woman who stinges on herself but gives me the best.

To the woman who never fails to say she loves me every single day.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!!!

I love my mummy. Of course i do. She's the best woman on earth =)

2007-05-18T10:08:00.000+08:00

Been too tired recently to blog. Nope. I haven given up yet hao jiu =) I must persevere!!!

Anyways, our "Friggin Frightening Fright Night" (affectionately named by shaun) on Sat was pretty successful i would say. Cos the V1s really bonded in the end and that was our main objective. Though there were many hiccups, well, i'm glad we persevered and worked together as a team. The late night discussions we had, the never-ending conference calls (someone even fell asleep while talkin, shall not disclose his/her identity), bearing with the blood-hungry mosquitoes at Tang dynasty, and most importantly, overcoming the fear of basically just stepping into the spooky grounds. All that, we did together, giving each other the support and crappiness which kept us going even when everything seemed impossible to accomplish. Yup. i'm glad to have slogged with the peeps, shaun and Liz.

The group of us met at tang dynasty in the afternoon to set up our props and stuff... But we got delayed (by a lot.... 3hrs), so we got alfredo to help us bring the juniors to steph's house for the BBQ. Yup... Had a really great bonding session during the BBQ, with the same crappy atmosphere. Oh ya.... Plus the addition of er.... some gross information from the guys (some guy-talk which the girls heard by "accident") LOL. Played cards and other stuff later on with the juniors and the rules got screwed up cos of some ppl. For example, while playing "murderer" (i was supposed to be the murderer), i winked at my target. And u know what? HE WINKED BACK AT ME!!! Omg. =.=" It was hilarious.

The few of us involved in the night trail left early to "make-up" and head for Tang dynasty. You'll die laughing if u see how we dressed up. One word to describe it --- gross. Cab drivers kept staring at us and slowing down their vehicles. -.-" I'm too lazy to go into details about the trail, but basically, the juniors had to follow the clues we planted everywhere, and uncover the truth about how a town was destroyed and its villagers mysteriously disappeared. They had a bit of a problem finding the clues at first ( cos we're really smart u see. Haha ), but in the end, everything turned out quite okay. Had a quick debrief at a nearby macs and finally headed for home at 7am. I was so tired i basically showered with my eyelids drooping. Didn't have the energy to go fer tuition so yep, i skipped it =P

Some pictures of "friggin frightening fright night":

Tang dynasty in the day

Killer mozzies

Disgusting pink shirt

Emo little "girl"

Qian nian lao yao

Liz & Shaun

US =)

V1s bonding (can u feel the love?)

2007-05-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

Today was a very fruitful day. We went to PS to get some materials for the night trail. Spotlight rocks. It practically had everything we needed.... even this:

BWAHAHA!!!

Ended up with heaps of shooping bags to go home with. Sat at macs and discussed further till it was close to 12 midnight. We're crazy ppl.

2007-05-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

Dad: "Oi! I ask u to press that circle on the right, why u din press? See lah! Die already loh."

Mum: "Keep quiet and go and sleep lah. U are disrupting my train of thought. I was going to win okay"

OMG... My parents are ONCE AGAIN "bickering" over a computer game my dad just downloaded into his laptop. 0.o They are super amusing. Haha. What's more, it's around.... 2am??? No wonder i'm born with their crappy genes. =)

Used up a lot of energy just trying to pry my drooping eyes open during lessons today. For the past 2 days, i've barely slept 5 hours, and the lack of sleep is making me sprout pimples. ='( Anyway, bio test sucked cos i didn't have time to study neurones. Sigh. I really should start mugging, but there's no motivation yet.

Went to do props fer sat with shaun after school tilll 6.30, then we met up with Liz after her work at bishan. Had a marvellous time inventing and adding lame stuff to our proposal. Laughed our heads off lah. Discussed till 11+. I was pretty sure my eyeballs were gonna drop out by then cos of my dry contacts.

I'm really 1/2 dead. I need my sleep. Mebe i shan't go to skool tmr (ok... today, cos it's already way past mdnight). Lol... *attempts to make a guilty face*

I should start studying. Yes! i SHALL..... i WILL!!! Wait wait wait.... gimme a few more weeks.

Somebody pls kill me.

2007-05-09T02:30:00.000+08:00

My record-breakin 3-day diarrhoea marathon is killing me. =(

Went to school fer Chemistry SPA today. It wasn't that tough, just that i had to bear with a lousy tummy that went " Glug, glug, glug" every few minutes. =.=" I swear i could practically feel the water churning inside, seriously.

Gina, Ah-mah and i went to photocopy Rachel's Sudoku book after SPA =) Everyone seems crazy over it nowadays, i dunno why. Went on a mission to solve the first (but already very difficult) puzzle. I got stuck (i still am by the way).

It seriously killed all my brain cells! By the way, the word that got cut off is "ambitious". How am i supposed to complete it if i can't even solve some "easy" puzzles. Talk about being too ambitious =/ Gave up after struggling for half an hour and decided to get a green slip cos of my stomach upset. Slept from.... 12 to 6? OMG...

Can't wait for the ventures night trail on saturday. Shaun, Liz and I really spent a lot of effort trying to come out with a scary-but-not-too-stupid story plot, not to mention going to recce at the deserted and dilapitated Tang dynasty thingy. It was really freaky okay. Think there were a few times when i er... "squeaked" cos of some scary statues or dark corners. Shaun was the greatest coward. Haha. It probably isn't very obvious in the picture, but the painted characters on the wall were those... u know... popping out kind. Don't really know how to describe. They were really life-like. Yea, so much so that i THOUGHT i saw one moving and got freaked out. Kinda expected huh? Haha.

Anyway, we're goin back again tmr. Sigh. Shall sleep earlier so that i will not be too tired and "imagine" all kinds of stuff. I don't even know if my stomach can tahan. No toilet there lei.

I'm losing so much water everyday i think i'll become a shrivelled piece of meat by saturday. Good, then i can be be a walkin chunk of thing and scare the hell out of those taking the trail. MUAHAHA... *evil cackle*